all I ever wanted that time was to just catch up and hang around with you.
why not speak up straight from the start that there is no thing I've got to expct from you?
I can't keep on going around you as if you're mine, when I'm not even yours.
nothing will put me at ease but as usual all I'm thinking about is you.
we have discgraced our personal space.
we can't be blamed for what we've claimed.
(my duct-taped queen, we messed it up for real)
feeling that I risk everything that there is to risk when I'm sneaking around with you.
you've got to be selfish this time.
think about yourself. I got to be selfish, too.
cannot get my head straight when i'm with you.
I know that I've hurt you.
feelings can't be kept anymore.
there's too much to lose.
no more hiding away from you.
buried in thoughts about us and the mirror won't smile at me before you do.
all I ever wanted that time was to just catch up and hang around with you.
feeling that I risk everything that there is to risk when i'm sneaking around with you.
hurting. waiting.
endless shaking til we're blurting out the truth.